I did Everything i can to keep her in my heart

Am Kim from Naivasha. I have a confession. Am married with 2kids.Am not a very happy man in my life.Well at the start of my marriage I married her as a virgin and we had a romantic relationship that she only believed am the only guy whom can satisfy her in her life.Since our first child,we were very much in love and I did everything I can to keep her in my heart.Time came for me to go for a job abroad and I left her all well.I worked for 2 good years at US and finally came back but to my amazement we were to meet at the airport but she wasn't there.I called her and she told me she was so tired preparing our house for my come back and I believed her.I took my car and drove home.On reaching home I was surprised 😳🙈she was pregnant with only one month to go.Believe me or not,my wife was in love with someone else and they were living together in my house.I really was torn between what to do,"🤔should I kill them?"was all I had in mind but my neighbours helped out and I was away from them coz what was in my mind is between me n my God.

I went out and bought myself a Bangalore in Kileleshwa and I started my life again but since I never got out my marriage I meet a woman at her late 30s + and we started as a small date and finally I was between love and I the fact is,I felt her so sweet and good in bed and I forgot everything about my lost family. But she was married too now I wonder,do I go on with this relationship or can I find a woman who's not married at her 30+ and settle with her and of course she must be a chubby one with a good asset...